So I experienced a manic episode in March of 2025. It lasted until September. Then, I had FFS in Dec 2025. Now, it is January, and I am in a mixed episode, but coming out the other end.

One thing that I have noticed with these two episodes is the high high high experience of sexual thoughts and action. Now, here, I need to be clear—I did not cheat on Egg. The pleasure was self pleasure. But what happened is that my mind exploded and I had to admit that I could, potentiality, have anyone as a partner. Trans, cis, gay, straight, bi, ace—all people are on the table. That doesn’t mean I am going to jump on the first body I come across. What it does is allow me to see the beauty in different people. By nature, I am not monogamous. Egg is. And I have stuck with that. And will. I wish we could have a conversation though. I know how quick it would end. And i don’t want yall to think I don’t love Egg. You don’t stay with someone for two decades just to stay. I guess that does happen, but not in this case. But there are conversations that needs to be had. But yeah, I hit up all the sites, and I am happy to say that everything still works. It had been a while. I had no sex drive for years. I have had manic episodes since then, but this one was of a different breed. whooohhoooo!!!